Do you ever wish you could unlearn what you know?
I remember as a teen thinking I knew it all and had all the answers. And of course I didn’t know shit! Now I would prefer to just crawl back in the womb…JK! Well, not really…
Now that I have had years of recovery, spiritual growth, personal development, therapy, and just life experiences, I want to have a partial lobotomy… Lol! Continue reading
Who me? In Denial?
In denial of my self-serving motives…of my perplexed life of addiction…and of my constant mental conflict of deciphering the two.
For me, they are one in the same. Did my addiction create my self-centeredness, because only by medicating do I feel like I am enough? Or did my “more, better, faster, now” mentality, spiral me into a life of addiction? Continue reading
Wow!! The trials and tribulations of alcoholism. Never thought I would blog about this.
I was thrown to my knees and hit my bottom at 18 years old in the grips of drug addition and alcoholism.
My career started at 9 yrs old with drinking beer with my step dad. He thought it was cute. Little did he know that it started a spiraling mess of mental and physical suffering for the next 26 yrs. Continue reading
Most people don’t slow down long enough to really be grateful for what they have. I too am guilty of this.
There is so much pain, despair, hunger, disease and poverty in the world. And a lot of us sit around and bitch and complain that our clothes don’t match or the mortgage check bounced, or the dog chewed up your favorite pair of shoes. We whine about the meaningless shit in our lives.
Like I said, I am guilty of this too. Continue reading
The lonely, painful, presence of EGO.
I’m afraid once I lose it, there will be nothing left of me.
When I think about all of my life experiences, trials and failures, I realize painfully, that they were filled with my bigger than life ego.
That if I would have smashed it long ago that my life would have been much simpler. Continue reading
I haven’t posted in a few days. Simply because I didn’t think I had anything worth sharing.
That’s my ego getting in the way…again!
I’m in a dark place…which is okay because it doesn’t happen often.
Growing up and maturing sucks! My outlook on life has changed so much in the last year, it blows my mind. Continue reading
It’s always the same complaints time and time again…
“I don’t have anyone else to talk to, I’m tired of the 3-way calls and house parties”
Those are the top 3 excuses that stops most people from actually following through with building their Network Marketing business. Continue reading
What does that mean exactly?
Everyone wins at something. Right?
I have been told that saying many times in my life. It changes meaning as I grow older.
Years ago, because I have a past with addiction, it used to mean stay away from people who used mood or mind altering substances. That’s no longer an issue. Continue reading
“Free·dom - The power or right to act, speak, or think as one wants without hindrance or restraint”.
98% of the population will be dead or dead broke by the age of 65. ~ “Dani Johnson”
So who actually has the courage to rise up and be in the 2% that will live life financially free? Continue reading